
This debut novel is an odd, but finally compelling story of motherhood, international marriage, mental health issues, and the relationships we forge at the most unlikely times, with the most unlikely people.
Daphne is the mother of toddler Honey and married to Engin, a Turkish man who has been caught in the immigration nightmare taking place in the U.S. today (although, spoiler alert, he's not been stuck in a camp somewhere with his child taken away and given to other people to adopt, but he is stranded in Turkey while his US-born wife and daughter are stuck in California). This difficult situation has gone on for eight months, with Daphne managing a full-time job at a university while struggling to raise Honey as, essentially, a single mother.
One day, Daphne just snaps and leaves work, gets Honey, and drives north to a rural town where she owns an old mobile home. It had been her grandmother's, then her mother's, and with those family members dead and gone, it's now hers. She's trying to sell it, but the market for old mobile homes in a rural, remote part of the state isn't great.
Once she gets there, she doesn't quite know what to do with herself, or Honey. The endless hours of the day, and the monotony involved in caring for a toddler, quickly begin to take a toll. She makes tentative overtures to neighbor Cindy, whose xenophobic ideas don't exactly work well with Daphne's marital state, and Cindy is also part of a movement to create a 51st state from this slice of northern California that strikes Daphne as not particularly valuable. Still, Cindy's an adult with whom Daphne can share some grown-up talk and the occasional cigarette.
Daphne also meets Alice, an elderly woman returning to the place she fell in love with her husband decades earlier, and as Alice has traveled in Turkey and knows some of the language, the two women bond over that.
By the end of the book, these fragile alliances with Cindy and Alice converge in a fairly terrifying way. And that's all I'll say about that, except that I found it all too believable and sad. There was also an aspect of the ending that I saw coming, although I couldn't for sure say that the author didn't intend me to know; Daphne's first-person narration is somewhat unreliable, and thoroughly distracted by the endless tasks involving Honey.
That is perhaps the part of the book that really resonated with me: the constant needs of a toddler. It's rarely seen in fiction, how demanding this life can be, and how draining, and how much time a young mother can spend doubting herself and second-guessing everything she does. Yes, it makes for repetitive reading at times, almost monotonous, but it's also hugely representational of how that life is.
The one quirk of the book that annoyed me was a very light hand with punctuation, particularly commas. I get that the author wanted to show how fleetingly the mind works under these conditions, but frequently it pulled me out of the story as I tried to separate the phrases and clauses into their proper portions. That said, I was never tempted to stop reading, and read faster and faster as I approached the end. It's a very strong debut, and I can't wait to see what she does next.
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